Why do I finally choose to be a blogger?

After all these years, I have finally set up a blog account. I never thought of blogging because I used to think blogging was for people with plenty of (disposable) time on their hands. Obviously, I was wrong. Sorry, my blogging fellows. Now I am putting my blogging prejudice aside and ready to embrace this technology. I am aiming to use blogging to improve my writing skill and thinking process. Being an academic, I need to write constantly, either a research proposal, a conference paper or a journal paper. Every time I try to write, I feel frustrated and fear. I feel frustrated about writing because it always takes me longer to say what I want to say, maybe, it is because English is not my native language. My mother tongue is Cantonese. I am fear of writing because I always scared of writing the 'wrong' things, using the 'wrong' words and presenting the 'wrong' arguments. These frustration and fear have constantly hindered my writing process. I am determined to be a better writer, a more eloquent writer! So, if any of you is reading my blog and has some goods tips on how to write eloquently, I would love to hear from you.